Simulations

Every company stands behind their products. It is a convenient blanket for the truth of the matter, which is that the electronic lithium battery is unstable. I ripped myself off and ordered two fresh batteries, as I tossed the receipt from Walgreens and forget the date of purchase, though I told you my trip on Locust street was unpleasant without going into detail about inner city minority insolence making it unpleasant. There are variations on every version of my posts of course. Erik was my source for my first paid byline, and both s/he and Linda, ruthless corruptors, would mope, along with another vacant spastic I'll call the Gladhandler, that they wanted to support me, and did, except Linda views giving her confidence as confessing to collusion, breach of ethics, and expects that the good lieutenant, being loyal, to understand, even while the lieutenant's life collapses, but Erik and the Gladhandler and my ex currently lead lives I consider to be nothing more than autonomic living deaths.

I'd be much better off if I could get away from it, and age as I must in a fresh clime without so much dead baggage, water logged albatrosses. I should not have to move heaven and earth to achieve this in my own looming weakness, bowels as recalcitrant in the seasonal humidity as is the norm for my body. I have tried everything short of getting physical to make Erik understand I hate what s/he is and stands for, if this level of dependency has to be so ironclad as to destroy the desire of ambition. I am now truly discomfited through sinus and my colon, and wonder what it is too late for. Happiness and the esteem of my own economic security?