I thought Stewart was in trouble, like the 39th POTUS with his braying jackass teeth. This is why I do not write for television. Carroll knows he is wrong about the type casting, and that Stewart will always owe his breakthrough fame to Rick Berman. I would not make much more money doing what Carroll is doing, and I know precisely how to do it. But no, I keep butting my head against the wall. Liberal fastidiousness. Conservative silence, or admonishment. As usual, I came online to research some items and overstayed.
What is upsetting me is my awareness of the fact I am Vester Flanagan. The furrows in his face match so many thousands, only I wanted to go further, like McVeigh, and take out an entire system with explosives, implements of mass destruction about which I know nothing. I am not Flanagan in that I wouldn't live stream any hit list kills, and I want to be clever enough not to get caught, much like Hannibal. If we come the 01 movie to Mads scene with Fuller's Pazi, both are weak, but Giancarlo Giannini's Pazi succeeds in swinging the pendulum back to remind us that Hannibal's pathological allure violates the shield of decency. What Fuller attempted to ask viewer's with his kill of Pazi, was did Hannibal rectify historical guilt, since we are to infer the Pazi crest shielded much sin.
Turning grievance into virtual reality isn't a solution, even I know that, but I do not think some of you realize what caviler attitudes leave us, in terms of consequences. I am getting nit-picky with Swarthmore. I knew I never had a chance for that position because the assistant editor viewed my profile and went mum and only told me today she wanted the full CV. I'm sure having an adamant conversation with her next week will miraculously reveal the stairway to heaven, but I'm intent on having that dialogue, and may get arrested downtown after that. I like Lane's writing at times. I prefer that masculine force, liked his character in the movie against Glass, but if he could see my home movie, the years of medical torture, the abuse, my systemic battles with the welfare state, he then might see more of a moral dilemma.
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