Thursday, October 22, 2015

Mussolini's Mistress

Mmm. Dis account just favored Cueball, which might have been shorter, or at least more cleverly entwined, and does favoring mean Shape Arts means to be encouraging or that I should indeed put a muzzle in it? 

Look, I've been cautious, but the disability community across the pond needs to understand that I hate the ADAPT members I came up with, and have posted so. People like Erik von Schmetterling and Cassie James Holdsworth may be symbiotic tokens of empowerment, and Linda Dezenski was groomed along the same lines, to be a representative spokeswoman, but they were also corrupt, and cannot or will not confront the fact that they hurt a lot of people, many now dead, some voiceless, as I could become at any time, and I'm sorry, but it's wrong, even if that not quite a real transsexual is in dementia and not quite what it was. This, along with African American bigotry, ignited the rage in me drawing me closer to red meat paranoid right wingers. Many of you in Canada and England may not know what to say, but I still live with the consequences. Linda did not just catch me off guard in private describing sexual satisfaction with her blind husband, assuming I had that experience in on the game, which I do not. I had bad sexual experiences and semi exciting affairs, but nothing like she hit me with, and she then played me in a crowd in front of old associates whom I told her I was interested in, I was humiliated, forced to compete with Erik's lover like a pawn, and all the city of Philadelphia can do is tell me to access the disability center. It is untenable, and Liberty doesn't actually do anything except pay case workers to access, and make assessments. It's crock. If you want to help me then help me find a way to get out. If Linda had truly apologized and made amends, I could forgive her, but I can't.

I trusted her and she made that feel like eating nails in a hair shirt. How could I have taken legal action if the events in question caused me a breakdown and I still have to live with Erik and his partner? You want me to drop the hyperbole about their sexuality? Okay, but they've hurt people for their own ends. And have a chip on their shoulders at least as thick as the Antarctic. I need to get the fuck out of this environment, or black women like Trudy Richardson and Debra Horne will create their own prophecy and launch a DOJ investigation over my cadaver. Residencies like these might help, but I'm hardly Stockholm material.

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