Richard III, in Mammary

My problem is this, and I have posted about it before, from time to time: I do not want to have to publish simply for free anymore through the small presses. Cannot afford it, but I am admittedly off my game, not that one failed article idea means I should stop pitching, or even that the idea itself was wrong, and I may need to utilize travel time to do some ground research, and give the nice editor a reboot at a later date, after I make a medical outline, screaming while I rip out my hair; my confidence has dwindled, entangled in my anger with you know what and who, but this goes deeper than her and their violations. It is panic at what it will take me to get back in the door with old clips, the clock running on my savings, and I cannot simply tie my hopes on contests for my few strong fiction bits, poetry manuscripts, or even restoring my ad banners, which may be a lost cause. I even found an open managing editor position that I am interested in, yet I do not wish to forsake independent presses entirely.

No, will not tell you where, but it has been open for some time, and I may break a sweat over it for nought, but will likely take the five hours necessary to make a cv package; the good news is I finished a memoir, not quite as playful as Death at a Funeral, which makes Peter Dinklage more interesting still, about my mother and her horse; it is going to a paying market, and I do not know if I have enough time to turn it into a story for a contest deadline which is yawning, if I can work that fast, or have a chance to win. The British just have a way with comedy of manners, and the defecation scene in the above mentioned was very true to life about incontinence and impaired mobility. My decision to fight back against the hell Liberty Resources has put me through may have come too late, we'll see, but engaging the battle has liberated my ability to really return to working again. Leaving this landlord for something less regimental will be the positive cure, but I do not know if my window for that has viable currency.